Friday, July 28, 2006

alright. i know this isnt good and yeah, it's not good. but please understand?? that this is the greatest achievement i've ever had so far in this 18++ years of my whole entire life??

according to sandy and much more tests, it has result out that i am someone who is WITHOUT patience. read the word, it is with-OUT. yeah. so i'm not someone whom you dont want her to wait for you on an outing, not someone whom you want to irritate her by repeating whatever she says, not someone whom you want to ask her to repeat what she just said a minute ago, not the girl whom you think of like any other girls. because by doing so, she might just kick your ass or head-butt you in anytime.

see, this is the way i am. so now, picture me in this class. with people who has NO respect for anyone, IN-CONSIDERATE. a class that doesnt listens. come to think about it not even once. and GOD didnt like it, so he place me in this class. to test my patience. OH WELL, i dont know if i did well but i think i aced the tolarate part =))

if i would turn back time, i will never turn crk, i will never mix with the bad company, i will study very well for my studies. only then, i can stay in st margs, then i wont have to leave, then i wont have to come to this school. i think the school is okayy. but definately not for my class. how can any one be like this?? no words could ever describe how horrible this people is. i really want to call them beast but it's a little cruel so decided not to. and the only word i can find that has the closest describesion about how i feel about the class is "DISGUSTED" i really am.

that is why i dont attend school often, because i cant even study in class. the people is out of control. the practically shouts across the class while talking to their friend whose actually seated only next to him. do you find the need to shout?? no. but he was trying to catch attention. well, he has got mine, not in the admiring way tho. i find him ULTRA CHILDISH. they throw rubbish wherever they like, and expect the person on duty to do everything. yes, the person on duty is to help keep the class clean, but not for your personal use only please. if you dont even make the effort to go to the dustbin to discard your rubbish, then i dont see why the person in charge should be bother to help too. you ask me to sweep the whole classroom since i'm already sweeping my area?? sorry boy, i'm not going to do that. i'm not your servent and dont even try treating me like one. the rubbish doesnt even belong to me, the only reason i'm sweeping it away is because i want my area to be clean. call me selfish?? HA HA HA HA. is that a joke or something?? look whose the one being selfish here?? you may think that i dont know but that doesnt mean that i really dont know. i know the sweet wrapper and litters are thrown by you. please thank god that now i am a changed person. i dont know what i will do to you if i'm still the un-changed me.

some people is just itching for a whack. serious. and they are so blessd that they have christians around them, lesser people who find trouble for him. AAARRRGGG. but i thank god too. because i'm only left with 3 months with them. WOOHOO!!

i'm soaring, flying!!

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